First of all, happy new year to all:) finally can steal some time to sleep for hours! Another week has just past! Just wanna be a better person in this new year. Just wanna be a better classmate/friend to all. The loneliness hidden behind the serious face is too overwhelming. Thanks to some classmates and friends that have brought warmth back to me, thank you! New year resolution: try not to fall back to emo state again!

Woa, my legs feel so numb...... Doesn't seems like mine anymore. Thank God for letting me surviving through one more week in school, and let me learn how important it is to open your eyes, feel with your heart for those who truely treats you as a friend.

What about others, haha, i really don't understand what their heart is made of. A truely self-centered way of projecting themselves in front of people. Its not really a single decision that make their true colours shine,but a whole process that is just super irritating that you wonder what is the definition of friends in their dictionary. The fakeness under the face is truely disgusting and haha, why am i always encounter such things. True friends said that i'm easily bullied and too stupid. i guess so, for my heart is slice by them too many times that it is bleeding beneath the skin any the things id that they dun feel it, woa, haha, do they have conscience, i wonder?!

My friend, i really thank you for your appearance in my life. When I am down,I know you will be there. Walking with me, like a light in a lamp. Telling me to step out confidently,for you will shine the path for me. Thank you! Thank you my friend!

Its really a very mixed up kind of feeling. firstly, this week i'm very happy. I apologized to two friends which i feel that we had some misunderstanding. I didn't have the courage to do it face to face. But i strongly feel that i should mend things in the right way. The moment the message was sent, my heart beat faster and faster as i actually ask whether they will accept it. I really thank god that they accepted it.

I treat and talk to people nicely and i hope they will reciprocate too.

Secondly, i hope my ex will have a better path ahead.There are things that i can't give but at least let me wish.

But there are still more happy things to share, thanks to haikal and hwee sze, i have more korean songs to listen to. Thanks friends:> And also thanks to atiqah for offering me sweet always but feel apologetic for because of me, she is being make fun of.

Has sakae's food get worst?! or is it the outlet? Above is my nephew:>

Mountain turtle by accident found out how to link,hahaha!

My mei mei LingLing said my blog is dead. But because really too many things to do so hmm, seldom blog la, it is not exactly dead yet la.