安静了
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
却成了 单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你
SHE very power, really like this song!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Laziness is in my blood, thus not being able to blog too often. Anyway, i was real grateful for some friends around me always lending me support, haha, ppl,you know who you are(= HaHA! Yawn, Haiz, Zhang Zhengyi = Zzy....... = Tired, wanna sleep(Zz!)
Friday, May 22, 2009
双栖动物
愛情如果真的是束縛
為何你能愛得輕鬆自如
你說你天生愛孤獨 兩人生活有點太辛苦
我不像你是雙棲動物
我只能活在充滿愛的幸福
我所能適應的溫度 都是以兩人世界為主
很想哭 哭完無助
我無法和我一個人相處
你不願搬回從前居住
就算哭 也一樣沒幫助
我被困在一個人的峽谷
多想要卻要不到你安撫
眼前是什麼路 已看不清楚……
我不像你是雙棲動物
我只能活在有你的幸福
我所能適應的溫度 都是以兩人世界為主
你的腳步 在不遠處
我反覆將自己說服
就算最終 這一場愛的催眠術
能解除 依然無助
我無法和我一個人相處
你不願搬回從前居住
就算哭 也一樣沒幫助
我被困在一個人的峽谷
多想要卻要不到你安撫
眼前是什麼路 已看不清楚……
愛情如果真的是束縛
為何你能愛得輕鬆自如
你說你天生愛孤獨 兩人生活有點太辛苦
我不像你是雙棲動物
我只能活在充滿愛的幸福
我所能適應的溫度 都是以兩人世界為主
很想哭 哭完無助
我無法和我一個人相處
你不願搬回從前居住
就算哭 也一樣沒幫助
我被困在一個人的峽谷
多想要卻要不到你安撫
眼前是什麼路 已看不清楚……
我不像你是雙棲動物
我只能活在有你的幸福
我所能適應的溫度 都是以兩人世界為主
你的腳步 在不遠處
我反覆將自己說服
就算最終 這一場愛的催眠術
能解除 依然無助
我無法和我一個人相處
你不願搬回從前居住
就算哭 也一樣沒幫助
我被困在一個人的峽谷
多想要卻要不到你安撫
眼前是什麼路 已看不清楚……
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Ha Ha Ladies and Gentlemen,its story telling time once again(= and so this is Wat happen in yr 1 till yr 2 and now yr 3.
Yr 1:
It all started on one fine day," register no 8, you be class rep," said Mr X.
H mm, i didn't know it is the start of all shit, strain friendship things!And i was given an "Angelic" asst, we shall address her as L. We agreed that i will be dealing with teacher's stuff and she will be dealing with class outing for i am never good in such stuff. If you guys dunno, i am not a very relax kind when it comes to serious work but L is made of didn't character i guess. L loves to skip stuff, school events and things like that and i was always being PS by L. But then i have great tolerance.
L have 3 good sis, M, C and S.
For my very firm and righteous attitude, it appears to be opposing L's character, so i was never really their people. Then, i have my clique. One occasion when we are in the lift, consist of my clique and L's clique ha ha, and my heart was broken!
M was chatting with W(from my original clique), " Hey, W x, i think u should really be the class rep." upon hearing such stuff, i feel ultimately sad but i kept to myself thanks to Taurus slow exploding nature.
I felt that my asst in yr1 semester 1 is not cooperating with me in the correct way for how representatives should behave. I felt being pick on. semester 1 almost past
Then, i was hook onto Bleach on my study week, and results turn out to be not too good for a uni grade, 3.146. H mm, i can feel that i was being look down by even my original clique mates.
Semester 2 came and nobody wanted to be the class com, so L and i took the position. However, i requested with L to change position since the new treasurer(M) picks on me. Somehow, due to my good behavior, Mrs Leong favors me more. To fill the voids in the story, L actually blamed a piece of paper set by Mrs leong, thinking that the phrasing of her question got problem. I dun see a problem in it for i did really well for that particular paper. It goes by" F*** up paper!", apparently Mrs leong heard it and she was fuming mad. Mrs leong stop L and scolded her, but L did not tone down, she simply say " what ever, fuck up paper!" and walk away with an air of arrogance and simply piss off face! (come on, we won't cheer for u, u know! Attitude thrown at teacher, blame her for your own mistake! Ai yo, childish!Behaving like a stuck up kid! but anyway does not involve me so i remain to keep such thoughts to myself)
yr 1 fly away with time, like a blink!
Yr 2 starts and i can really feel that W from my clique wanted the position, for he has always been picking on me since M told him those stuff in the lift incident! Politics of the class starts there lei!
Yr 1:
It all started on one fine day," register no 8, you be class rep," said Mr X.
H mm, i didn't know it is the start of all shit, strain friendship things!And i was given an "Angelic" asst, we shall address her as L. We agreed that i will be dealing with teacher's stuff and she will be dealing with class outing for i am never good in such stuff. If you guys dunno, i am not a very relax kind when it comes to serious work but L is made of didn't character i guess. L loves to skip stuff, school events and things like that and i was always being PS by L. But then i have great tolerance.
L have 3 good sis, M, C and S.
For my very firm and righteous attitude, it appears to be opposing L's character, so i was never really their people. Then, i have my clique. One occasion when we are in the lift, consist of my clique and L's clique ha ha, and my heart was broken!
M was chatting with W(from my original clique), " Hey, W x, i think u should really be the class rep." upon hearing such stuff, i feel ultimately sad but i kept to myself thanks to Taurus slow exploding nature.
I felt that my asst in yr1 semester 1 is not cooperating with me in the correct way for how representatives should behave. I felt being pick on. semester 1 almost past
Then, i was hook onto Bleach on my study week, and results turn out to be not too good for a uni grade, 3.146. H mm, i can feel that i was being look down by even my original clique mates.
Semester 2 came and nobody wanted to be the class com, so L and i took the position. However, i requested with L to change position since the new treasurer(M) picks on me. Somehow, due to my good behavior, Mrs Leong favors me more. To fill the voids in the story, L actually blamed a piece of paper set by Mrs leong, thinking that the phrasing of her question got problem. I dun see a problem in it for i did really well for that particular paper. It goes by" F*** up paper!", apparently Mrs leong heard it and she was fuming mad. Mrs leong stop L and scolded her, but L did not tone down, she simply say " what ever, fuck up paper!" and walk away with an air of arrogance and simply piss off face! (come on, we won't cheer for u, u know! Attitude thrown at teacher, blame her for your own mistake! Ai yo, childish!Behaving like a stuck up kid! but anyway does not involve me so i remain to keep such thoughts to myself)
yr 1 fly away with time, like a blink!
Yr 2 starts and i can really feel that W from my clique wanted the position, for he has always been picking on me since M told him those stuff in the lift incident! Politics of the class starts there lei!
However, when Dr chia ask for the class rep position, he didn't volunteer! Haiz, thinking that my cca Point are hanging half way, and he has no response, i said i will take up the job! Surprisingly, L is my asst again
In yr 2 semester 1, L always pon school functions, always ps me! and on the day of the functions itself, i will always have to call her to ask her where about. Once, she even told me that she was in a movie despite knowing that the school function is starting already. Fine, OK, i go alone lor!
Then they start to stick to class scholar lor!H aha, using what they are best at, yes ppl, you all are right, "socializing"! Our class scholar is pretty easy going so i have no issues with him, in fact we talk nicely to one another.
Then, my original clique was really not very nice to me maybe due to my running of the class rep again, instead of W. H mm, i complained to a few souls in my original clique that i am feeling suffocating for being pick on for no particular reason. but this cause even more strain. Must i really play the same games as they do in order to be closer to them(original clique)? That accommodating?! So i choose to isolate myself a bit. Lucky got Alex and atiqah coming into my social circle to make school seem more bearable.
And then thanks to Haikal(muack) and hwee sze(muack) for giving me a new home/shelter which eventually brought me to be closer to even more nice lady-like gals. They are(drum roll) Mei juan, karen , chingyee and lily! Yr 2 sem 1 is roller coaster for me, High and low! but ppl say bitter will eventually leads to sweetness right, thanks haikal and sis-es!
Yeah, 1st itp for me, glad that i responded fast even though it is like open up to diff class through class reps!
Finally, yr2 sem 2, i can no longer take the unbearable feeling and i nominated W to be the class rep! finally i have no more responsibility for anything and i thought of starting afresh in my welcoming new clique after the mst period!
C is always borrowing jacket from me and never fail, i will lend it to her despite meaning that i have to remove it( yes my body is naturally good in giving heat and become cold easily yet i remove it to lend her)Yeah,was really nice to her cos i THOUGHT she is really nice! but now the qns is, is she really NICE with a million ? mark behind it.
The cruel reality comes, FYP! I was so scared that i will be leaving so i kind of form my group 1st. Thank god i have 2 gp members not at all involve in politics, hurray!
Initially, our clique have 9 ppl, just nice for the grouping, but then sadly, things happen at crucial point. This is what happened: After my group was formed, L kept persuading my Haikal to leave the group and join them! lucky, haikal was firmed haha!
In yr 2 semester 1, L always pon school functions, always ps me! and on the day of the functions itself, i will always have to call her to ask her where about. Once, she even told me that she was in a movie despite knowing that the school function is starting already. Fine, OK, i go alone lor!
Then they start to stick to class scholar lor!H aha, using what they are best at, yes ppl, you all are right, "socializing"! Our class scholar is pretty easy going so i have no issues with him, in fact we talk nicely to one another.
Then, my original clique was really not very nice to me maybe due to my running of the class rep again, instead of W. H mm, i complained to a few souls in my original clique that i am feeling suffocating for being pick on for no particular reason. but this cause even more strain. Must i really play the same games as they do in order to be closer to them(original clique)? That accommodating?! So i choose to isolate myself a bit. Lucky got Alex and atiqah coming into my social circle to make school seem more bearable.
And then thanks to Haikal(muack) and hwee sze(muack) for giving me a new home/shelter which eventually brought me to be closer to even more nice lady-like gals. They are(drum roll) Mei juan, karen , chingyee and lily! Yr 2 sem 1 is roller coaster for me, High and low! but ppl say bitter will eventually leads to sweetness right, thanks haikal and sis-es!
Yeah, 1st itp for me, glad that i responded fast even though it is like open up to diff class through class reps!
Finally, yr2 sem 2, i can no longer take the unbearable feeling and i nominated W to be the class rep! finally i have no more responsibility for anything and i thought of starting afresh in my welcoming new clique after the mst period!
C is always borrowing jacket from me and never fail, i will lend it to her despite meaning that i have to remove it( yes my body is naturally good in giving heat and become cold easily yet i remove it to lend her)Yeah,was really nice to her cos i THOUGHT she is really nice! but now the qns is, is she really NICE with a million ? mark behind it.
The cruel reality comes, FYP! I was so scared that i will be leaving so i kind of form my group 1st. Thank god i have 2 gp members not at all involve in politics, hurray!
Initially, our clique have 9 ppl, just nice for the grouping, but then sadly, things happen at crucial point. This is what happened: After my group was formed, L kept persuading my Haikal to leave the group and join them! lucky, haikal was firmed haha!
then L target my Hwee sze, wants her to join other stage saying she knows so many ppl there. Come on, L knows ppl from other class too, why didn't she volunteer herself to leave????????
Breaking up my fyp gp was not a sucess, so to no avail, they snatch 2 guys over in their private conversation which lasted say 15 mins in school, saying that it is discussion for ITP thing,haha,is the posting for itp thing even out at then? alright, let's not doubt k! But the next day, my clique can sense their sudden change in attitude, leaving the 4 poor gals in my clique to decide their fate.
L,C,M and S sounded so keen that they will definitely keep on helping our dear mei juan to find a group, but hello hello, we are the one walking here and there, asking around see whose gp are not formed yet! And hip hip hurray! we found mei juan a fyp gp! ever since then, things have been different.
Then, one afternoon, someone told me that it was C that tell him then that"everybody hates zy, so definitely kick him out lor!" This was before the gping issue was out. I only heard this after the gping thing! Upon hearing such stuff, tears simply well up. Voice shaky with a tinge of anger in me, treated her like a jie jie, then that is how fake she is! That Bia session was terrible. I believe she knows that i know the incident, so she no longer ask things from me!
See, just an fyp is able to let u see who is really true to you and who simply wanna put a show! When L needs the report datas, i will send my parts whole sale to her. When C needs jacket, i will always lend it to her! So when did my attitude change?!
When i knew that they wanted to kick me out of the class for their reason, my gentle nature does not suggest that they can take full advantage of me and then chuck me aside! That brought abt the change of attitude towards them! Like i said in my personal message: Fake ppl here and there! I just dun reciprocate in their fake ways! I got to be a bad boy!(Rainism!)
Heard from my clique that they look down on me! everyone have their perfect and imperfect side, i simply can't do phy chem, dun blame me! but my grades ain't that bad after all k! is a matter whether i wanna put in the afford!
And i think i have to emphasize this to them, my fyp project is not i beg de, bitches! It is not my ITP project!
If they really dunno who they are looking down on, do pardon me for bragging awhile:
I was ask by:
mr amos if i wanted to do his
1) Corrosion- itp project
2) Nano tech project( he considering whether to have this project then, before he open to the whole cohort.) I was at his office to hand up my report.
Mr Lam:
Breaking up my fyp gp was not a sucess, so to no avail, they snatch 2 guys over in their private conversation which lasted say 15 mins in school, saying that it is discussion for ITP thing,haha,is the posting for itp thing even out at then? alright, let's not doubt k! But the next day, my clique can sense their sudden change in attitude, leaving the 4 poor gals in my clique to decide their fate.
L,C,M and S sounded so keen that they will definitely keep on helping our dear mei juan to find a group, but hello hello, we are the one walking here and there, asking around see whose gp are not formed yet! And hip hip hurray! we found mei juan a fyp gp! ever since then, things have been different.
Then, one afternoon, someone told me that it was C that tell him then that"everybody hates zy, so definitely kick him out lor!" This was before the gping issue was out. I only heard this after the gping thing! Upon hearing such stuff, tears simply well up. Voice shaky with a tinge of anger in me, treated her like a jie jie, then that is how fake she is! That Bia session was terrible. I believe she knows that i know the incident, so she no longer ask things from me!
See, just an fyp is able to let u see who is really true to you and who simply wanna put a show! When L needs the report datas, i will send my parts whole sale to her. When C needs jacket, i will always lend it to her! So when did my attitude change?!
When i knew that they wanted to kick me out of the class for their reason, my gentle nature does not suggest that they can take full advantage of me and then chuck me aside! That brought abt the change of attitude towards them! Like i said in my personal message: Fake ppl here and there! I just dun reciprocate in their fake ways! I got to be a bad boy!(Rainism!)
Heard from my clique that they look down on me! everyone have their perfect and imperfect side, i simply can't do phy chem, dun blame me! but my grades ain't that bad after all k! is a matter whether i wanna put in the afford!
And i think i have to emphasize this to them, my fyp project is not i beg de, bitches! It is not my ITP project!
If they really dunno who they are looking down on, do pardon me for bragging awhile:
I was ask by:
mr amos if i wanted to do his
1) Corrosion- itp project
2) Nano tech project( he considering whether to have this project then, before he open to the whole cohort.) I was at his office to hand up my report.
Mr Lam:
3)If i wanted to do a perfume related project, he ask me to look for him if i dun have a project when school starts this sem. ( that was during last sem study week)
Mrs Tan:
4) Asking me if i would be interested in Ms Hoe project and i'm glad i accepted it.And is Company sponsor project which i did not beg k!!!!!!
If S, M, C and S dun believe, they can go ask these lecturers! so dun look down on me!!!!!!!
Sorry ah, this above part can dun read one! btw, congrats to all for getting their projects liao, lets all work hard k!
So come on, You ppl are the ones creating class politics, act nice and then shoot me, stab me and vent ur angers on me whenever you all like! You all want me to fake a smile to feed the needs of you all ah, no way for helping you ask a qns when you are there too!!!!!!!
Unless you can't talk la! If you are scare of the lecturer, so am i! If you are not in that particular lesson, i can help you ask your qns! But u are there and you want me to ask your qns! i'll probably call the lecturer and tell him you insist me to ask him a qns!
I wasn't even scolding you, wasn't even harsh, was only saying : "No, if you want to ask then you ask yourself la!" its how wen xu always talk to me what, WU Liao, You Zhi to get so agitated! I dun wanna quarrel with gals k!Not on spot, never! so un- gentlemen! And do you know that packaging your self so nice in front of guys but behind the scene is full of F*** words is so un-lady like, so low class! Haiz, pls pls pls i beg you ppl dun get me involve in your politics!
When i am nice, you all take me for granted! Now i break limit liao, dun expect me to be as nice as before! I will only do my job pertaining to my job scope which does not involve asking qns for you when you urself is around! Analogy time: lecturer with std A and B around in the same room, face each other's direction. Lecturer wanna ask B a qns. Will lecturer ask A to go ask B that qns because A is the class rep?! stupid right! Lecturer can simply ask B the qns himself since they are in the same room. If you are not around and you wanna ask lecturer a qns, all the more i will be willing to ask for you!
And Most importantly, just a simple matter, why make it so big?! Scold me so what, i didn't want to exchange ur strings of words with strings of vulgarity and can you all dun go and disturb my clique!!!!! And i am warning you all now, i use to open the stairway to heaven for you all, you all dun appreciate is ur problem, dun push me too hard for you all dun wanna piss a taurus guy you know! I som-pa i treated you all seriously nice over the years until i realize you all back stabbing me and wanna kick me out! Sorry! No more mr nice nice for you all!NO MORE!
Mrs Tan:
4) Asking me if i would be interested in Ms Hoe project and i'm glad i accepted it.And is Company sponsor project which i did not beg k!!!!!!
If S, M, C and S dun believe, they can go ask these lecturers! so dun look down on me!!!!!!!
Sorry ah, this above part can dun read one! btw, congrats to all for getting their projects liao, lets all work hard k!
So come on, You ppl are the ones creating class politics, act nice and then shoot me, stab me and vent ur angers on me whenever you all like! You all want me to fake a smile to feed the needs of you all ah, no way for helping you ask a qns when you are there too!!!!!!!
Unless you can't talk la! If you are scare of the lecturer, so am i! If you are not in that particular lesson, i can help you ask your qns! But u are there and you want me to ask your qns! i'll probably call the lecturer and tell him you insist me to ask him a qns!
I wasn't even scolding you, wasn't even harsh, was only saying : "No, if you want to ask then you ask yourself la!" its how wen xu always talk to me what, WU Liao, You Zhi to get so agitated! I dun wanna quarrel with gals k!Not on spot, never! so un- gentlemen! And do you know that packaging your self so nice in front of guys but behind the scene is full of F*** words is so un-lady like, so low class! Haiz, pls pls pls i beg you ppl dun get me involve in your politics!
When i am nice, you all take me for granted! Now i break limit liao, dun expect me to be as nice as before! I will only do my job pertaining to my job scope which does not involve asking qns for you when you urself is around! Analogy time: lecturer with std A and B around in the same room, face each other's direction. Lecturer wanna ask B a qns. Will lecturer ask A to go ask B that qns because A is the class rep?! stupid right! Lecturer can simply ask B the qns himself since they are in the same room. If you are not around and you wanna ask lecturer a qns, all the more i will be willing to ask for you!
And Most importantly, just a simple matter, why make it so big?! Scold me so what, i didn't want to exchange ur strings of words with strings of vulgarity and can you all dun go and disturb my clique!!!!! And i am warning you all now, i use to open the stairway to heaven for you all, you all dun appreciate is ur problem, dun push me too hard for you all dun wanna piss a taurus guy you know! I som-pa i treated you all seriously nice over the years until i realize you all back stabbing me and wanna kick me out! Sorry! No more mr nice nice for you all!NO MORE!
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